Tuesday, December 4, 2012

hark!


The sky might fall
But I'm not worried at all




 kind of quiet around here lately..

It was really weird not going to my family's for thanksgiving, and knowing holidays won't ever be the same. My parents just separated and this is the first time we haven't all been together, I got a little teary-eyed on the ride home from dinner with Luke's family. I don't have that anymore, and change is hard. I always said I would go off and create my own family, maybe I always knew this was looming. Or just had the good sense that families break up, and I have to create my own happiness in this world. I've never really had a big family to depend on, all of my grandparents are gone and it's mostly always just been my mom,dad, and brother. For better or worse. A lot of my friends parents growing up didn't end up together, there was a little comfort that mine were still married. Even if it wasn't the best situation. 
But life gets messy sometimes.. and this is a strange season for me.
I'm thankful for Luke and my animals, and my little brother lives on my street now!
-end debbie downer rant haha

last of the pretty leaves




I've been keeping myself busy in the studio and attempting to work on the house. The colder weather makes it tough, I just want to cuddle up in front of the heater haha I'm such a baby.
 Lu is too.
 
 
He follows me like a puppy, my little tuxie kitty
Even the fireplace haha
I'm refinishing every inch of these old walls, it's tedious to say the least
 
 
I need to get my self in gear on the house renos so I can have an awesome Christmas here with my little family!
 
 
tea time,fave vintage mug- pale blue/silver hair,flowers,and animals! adore her freckles
I want to try davids tea..birthday cake..sprinkles!
 
 
I hope you're having a great week!
 
 

1 comment:

Allison Taylor said...

I am so sorry to hear about your parents. I hope everything is okay over there! Hopefully this Christmas season will get a little easier. On another note, those leaves are beautiful and your cat is adorable! I'd have a hard time working too if I had a cat like yours :)